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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Wake Me Up When September Ends
4:22 AM

I'm sleepless right now. Ever since I have woke up @ 1am, after a mere 3hours of sleep, I can no longer get back to dreamland.

Things been rushing through me during the common test period.

This semester's a crucial one for me. If I fail ANY modules in this semester, I'll be dragging my surities down and we'll have to foot out 70K to the goverment, and thus losing my job as an army specialist.

I won't let the others down and I won't just allow myself to pass. I need to score.

I can't wait till September ends. After this period of common test, the semester will soon come to a close after another 5 weeks of studies and then the final exam. As for the exams, I will only have RMV and particularly I am not really worried about that.

What's dragging me is my FIT module where I find it really challenging as it's all theory work, my test later's computerised and it's all MCQ. This format is particularly dangerous, there's no backup what so ever, you lose the test, you lose everything. There's no working marks or anything like that. It's all theroy too.

I can't wait for Septemeber to end. By then the kid I'm tutoring will taking his PSLE. All the best to him. And I won't have to tutor no more and I have sometime for myself before going into the army.

I can't wait for September to end. By then we should have finished our CSC matches. We're still a very crumpled up team. Many missing pieces still void waiting for people to fill it up. I wonder who will be playing against us. I wonder if we can still go further then last year or are we stuck to just two this year. I wonder if I can contribute to the team this time round?

In other words, I can't wait for October to start.

I can't wait for this year to end. By the end of this year, I should be in my BMT, where I'm struggling or thriving. I can't wait for the experience to end. I can't wait for my paycheck.

In other words, I'm waiting for 2006 to commence.

I can't wait for 2006 to end. By then my army courses should have finished. By then I'll be experiencing work full time as a army specialist. By then I'll give my parents allowance. By then I'll support myself fully ( not that I'm not now ... I pay the house phone bills you know ... ).

By then I wonder where LP and I would be.

In other words, I can't wait for 2007 to commence.

For a start ...

Wake me up when September ends ..

Darn, I still can't sleep. I have to wake up at 6.30 later.


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