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This post is plaining for the fact that I'm pretty pissed of about myself and I'm pissed of at being pissed of by myself.
In other words, this is a 'pour it out' post.
This morning the IPPT trail was supposed to be a gauge. I'm confident for the gold, I just want to know if I'm really there this time. Having a chance that the fact that this time I won't be the first runner back(the first runner's timing is 9:12), I know I got someone to pace me this time.
However I ran the wrong route the first round when someone else over took me and ran the wrong route as well. He was disqualified for running the short route. I was timed running and extra small round. Although the result was still pass for the whole IPPT, I'm pretty pissed of by the fact that I ran the wrong route and the road marshals didn't stop me.
I'll take that as a serious lesson that I'll never run the wrong route again, and I will train for my gold award. Case closed.
Still I'm pretty happy that I was able to hassle during today's basketball game at the new court at ZHCC. There was no layups that went 'board only' or neither were there any air balls. Still, I think that I can do better and we're feeling the hype of playing with each other.
For everything that I do, I have a vision, and a gauge for achievement. It can be day to day, hour to hour, but if I want to achieve it, I will strive for it. It's my live motto. Still, I know that life is not perfect and there are always mistakes bound to be made, and making them is only a fact of life.
I have placed many things to achieve in the near future, and scheduling the impossible has become my current mission.
Let me list it down.
Sometimes I think that I have too many things in my life that I want to achieve, but man IS HORRIBLY GREEDY. I am not an 18 year old that would slack my life away and hope that things will happen to me.
Let's just see if I can do the a/m by next week.